Saturday, March 04, 2006
what is it about fast cars anyway?
so they make goons turn their heads. some go woo-hoo, and even hoo-hah. costly as it is, sure as hell attracts (jealous) attention.
boys make them wives, girls seek envy through them. fuck. it's sickening how irony the whole situation becomes. so girlfriends wants to gain envy with the aid of their boyfriends' wives, is that it?
my opinion is dying to kill the above conclusion. i hear protests coming out from all sides "shut the fuck up, bitch! you belong!"
oh dear. a car, fast or slow, big or small, tiong or not, it is still a transport. sometimes i so much prefer to be in a cab where you need not worry about searching for a parking lot at peak hours, struggle up that spiralling driveway, or squeezing through the traffic, risking a ticket at 7.30pm when your movie has already started 20 minutes ago.
i attended two (or was it three) club meets with boyfriend today. boring like i don't know how to say.
first was the rx8 club meet. all the ahtiong - the men. and a boy. we stayed there for 2.5 bloody hours to observe all different mods of rx8. you all ok or not? i sat in the car half the time close to falling asleep. what's so interesting? want so fast, so chio, for what? government will tiap you money is it? for speeding on their roads showing off?
then to the honda club. nono boyfriend's not from it but friend is. all i saw were a carpark full of snobbish faces with uglily znged cars. that place was infested with ahbengs & ahlians who looked like they would put the term "cheebye" to its limitless usage. we left in less than 10 minutes. boyfriend, for the first time in years, made the smartest decision.
went to jalankayu to meet a.r.t. comfort still lies in them. after supper we headed to dam. what a usual haunt. was five cars initially and three other joined us later. lepaked till 6am and headed home.
blogspot is soon gonna branch out some complaintspot if my posts are ever noticed. full of complaints and nothing else.
i am glad you helped me clear those little expectations earlier that you were not even able to meet. so now that you disappoint me, i will not start to scream and throw tantrum. you can't even differentiate anger and sadness, i guess no more expectations should be set for you. you will not even try, why should i see so much in you? i will not use the term 'hopeless' on you either, no matter how much hopes you came and shatter for me.
i wasn't even the one who requested. you always excitedly announced you would, and then you never did. how many times has this kinda shit happened? it happened the first couple of times so now they will no longer be named 'promises'. now they are renamed 'bullshits'. if you noticed, i did not say "you promised blah blah..."
apart from that GT wing, that dota, that heap of friends, and that so much more, what can you remember about me? i guessed just as much even before i replied "malaysia" to your absent-minded question. you kept quiet, i bet a million in your mind it was "oh yea ah. i told her this weekend right. forgot. but my GT wing? i gotta (a subconscious must) wait for the caller."
so fuck it! don't worry, that "aiya! if i don't have to wait for the call i sure go with you" didn't itch a bit. SO EXPECTED. WHAT ELSE IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN YOUR DUMB ENTHUSIASM? i would even believe you if you say "i can get an orgasm out of my enthusiasm!"
if i can remember once telling you "i will believe you, no matter what they have to say", something simple as such, why won't you just make a little more effort to remember the plans you have for me, and yourself?
is it too late?
- 6:25:00 AM
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valued creeps
BUBU
bestie
since 1998
great laugher, horrible classmate,
female duet, weeding partner
________________________________________________________
JAMIE
honeh
since 2000
always on my side, club partner,
digresser, great companion
________________________________________________________
WEESIN
sister
since 1999
duet partner, confidant,
sibei onz, trustworthy
________________________________________________________
CLARA
meanie
since 2005
scream-2-gather
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JEWEL
meanie
since 2005
similarities, like-minded
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ALEXANDER
boyfriend
since 2000
ah blah blah blah
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